Stress-escapes and fairies

I've been really stressed out with school and work. Everyday at work we're told to " Push it!"

Then before school starts I have a little time to do my homework, or stuff sweets into my mouth... Yesterday and today I ate two jelly rolls....... okay they weren't normal sized, but still they we're 200 grams...which is a lot in my opinion...

Now I'll seriously get a grip of myself and fucking lose weight and get fit!

I just became friends with this absolutely gorgeous girl. She is really skinny like a fragile little fairy, so so beautiful and delicate. Aaand also smart, funny and has good values. 

Maybe I have a bit of a crush ~ 

Family & life

I've watched over my little siblings for couple of days, because my dad and he's girlfriend  were working on a different town. I really love my siblings, they're really awesome and smart. It's just that sometimes they make me cry when they just really aren't listening at all what I'm saying. And when my little brother tries to run away and he really wants me to chase him...And my little sister shouts and screams at me and tells me how evil I am and how her mother is so much better and kinder and I don't let her do anything...

more crazy kids

I've taken them to all sorts of places and had a fun time with them but I guess they are too used to being able to do anything they want, so when I'm watching them and they do something wrong and I tell them about it and don't let them...they just flip...

But we had fun yesterday, we went to drive with a quad and a cross motorcycle. We're going today too, got to love the thrill of speed ;D (even if I ain't that good)

Today I finally had a peaceful day~

I've been really busy with work so I haven't really had time to do anything. Usually when I had a bit of free time I just played guitar or piano, or talked with friends on FB and watched tv. I've been quite happy since I haven't really had time to worry about anything, though sometimes I've really missed some people far away from me.
Couple days back I managed to do one pull-up!! For the first time in my life ;D
happyy~

I have really been missing one friend of mine, that played guitar really smoothly, quite like that.

It was really calming, as well as him...

But sometimes so wild you just burst out laughing,

great times~

I almost couldn't sleep...I just wanted cherish the moment...

 But then off to different inspiration, I found a few great thinspiration pictures.

Listen to Ryan!  : D

Joyful summer and 'lovely' people

I've been living at my dad's house for a few days now and it's more comfortable than I imagined. Though yesterday I came home quite late so my dad was furious over it since I hadn't informed him in any way. I agree I was at fault, but I am not really used to the fact that people are waiting for me. His girlfriend told me that, he was actually thinking of giving me a crack of the whip. I started thinking, that if he'd actually try to do that I'd truthfully tell him that, if he'd do that I'd march to the police station and make a report out of him. Even if it'd mean that he'd throw me out of the house.

Today I got a nice little lecture from my dad's girlfriend, of how I seem to be so lazy, and always running from work, and how I care about nothing or no one, how I don't have any direction in life and all other crap. I'm feeling so happy at the moment...

She came to make sure I didn't upset myself and explained how she was just worried of me 'cause she wants what's best for me. And she wanted to have a chat with me 'cause she didn't think anyone else really tried to help me. She felt like she had to do something.
She'd probably tell me what a piece of shit I am if she knew all my depression shits and all the stupid things I've done.

I'm guessing she actually really cares about me, but it just pisses me of that she thinks so lowly of me...

Nice day and all~

...sorry for the essay...