Stress-escapes and fairies

I've been really stressed out with school and work. Everyday at work we're told to " Push it!"

Then before school starts I have a little time to do my homework, or stuff sweets into my mouth... Yesterday and today I ate two jelly rolls....... okay they weren't normal sized, but still they we're 200 grams...which is a lot in my opinion...

Now I'll seriously get a grip of myself and fucking lose weight and get fit!

I just became friends with this absolutely gorgeous girl. She is really skinny like a fragile little fairy, so so beautiful and delicate. Aaand also smart, funny and has good values. 

Maybe I have a bit of a crush ~ 

School + parrot fever

I had my first school day at my new school, everything seemed somewhat messed up. They hadn't really organized anything. I was just thinking how everything was better in my last school ;D oh well.
At least our math teacher is good, thank god ;D

I donated blood today for the first time. I already made the next date with my friend.

I made some great foundings at a flea market I hadn't been before today, they're so pretty~

 I have seriously been thinking of taking a parrot. I want one so badly, but I know i can't have one in the next five years. I want to have time to train it and all okay maybe I can have one after two years. Well, I shall see then ;D

Drunk yards and pathetic actions

I've been just drinking these past week at least 3 times a week since the schools where going to end...not like I'd  actually been to school... My school report isn't really pretty to look at. I've been to 5 courses within 2 years, I'm such a hardworker. And because of it I'm now moving to my dad's place...we'll see how that'll go... all my good friends are now far far away.

Missing them already, but many of them promised to come visit me. I have great friends. Hopefully I'll be able to recreate some old friendships, that I have where I'm going to. At least I have my guitar, it'll me a great mental support.

Nowadays I've been drinking all the time, I've shared some drunk kisses with few of my friends, and couple days ago while we were playing this drinking game, I got one good, long kiss from this really hot guy(now I know what they mean when they're speaking of sparkles). I was a bit shocked, but in a good way, he was a gooood kisser.

We cuddled a bit that night and he would've wanted to sleep next to me, but since I'm quite shy and moving far away I figured it wouldn't be that smart.
 But now I feel like I actually have a chance to get someone, someone to love. I've always thought that people only think of me as good friend and nobody actually gets attracted to me.