Drunk yards and pathetic actions

I've been just drinking these past week at least 3 times a week since the schools where going to end...not like I'd  actually been to school... My school report isn't really pretty to look at. I've been to 5 courses within 2 years, I'm such a hardworker. And because of it I'm now moving to my dad's place...we'll see how that'll go... all my good friends are now far far away.

Missing them already, but many of them promised to come visit me. I have great friends. Hopefully I'll be able to recreate some old friendships, that I have where I'm going to. At least I have my guitar, it'll me a great mental support.

Nowadays I've been drinking all the time, I've shared some drunk kisses with few of my friends, and couple days ago while we were playing this drinking game, I got one good, long kiss from this really hot guy(now I know what they mean when they're speaking of sparkles). I was a bit shocked, but in a good way, he was a gooood kisser.

We cuddled a bit that night and he would've wanted to sleep next to me, but since I'm quite shy and moving far away I figured it wouldn't be that smart.
 But now I feel like I actually have a chance to get someone, someone to love. I've always thought that people only think of me as good friend and nobody actually gets attracted to me.