Random angst and some thinspiration

First there is just some random angst of mine and then there are the pretty thinspiration pictures.

Today's intake about 800 calories, but still I feel an empty feeling in my stomach, I really like it it's rather relaxing, even if I feel a bit dizzy. Tomorrow I'll do even better.

Good day, but I just don't think I really fit in...

Today I had quite a good day, I only ate 4 pieces of bread and some tuna with it, other than than 5 mandarins, I counted that all together it makes 670 calories. I'm staying at my friends, so I can't really eat that much, since it isn't my food. Even though I feel quite proud of how little I ate, it kinda gets me down when my friend looks horrified at you like"omg you ate that much", when I say I ate 4 pieces of bread...but I haven't really eaten anything else, no warm food or anything...am I really such a major fat-ass....

Well I'm hoping that the next I go to the gym I can see some improvement.

We went to watch Titanic 3D, I was quite skeptical about it 'cause I didn't think they could really turn it to a good 3D-movie. But it was actually quite good, and the movie was as great as ever, though I noticed few things that

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"Resist the temptation to take a nap after a large meal. If you stay awake a few hours longer and take a 20 minute walk, your body will use some of the extra calories for energy instead of storing them as fat."

I'm seeing red..

Yesterday morning, I suddenly had a nosebleed, so now I've started to eat all sorts of vitamins etc, since my daily food take isn't so big. It feels stupid, that every time I eat just a bit less I start getting nosebleeds...


Yesterday, was quite a fail since I went to a Chinese buffet, so I ate a lot more than I should have, but other than that...I only ate a bread and a carrot. ; D

And we walked at the city for 4 hours and went to few shops and to a flea market(it was 5 km far) So at least we got some good exercise and I got myself a belt, a skirt and a bit different red hair color.