Random angst and some thinspiration

First there is just some random angst of mine and then there are the pretty thinspiration pictures.

Today's intake about 800 calories, but still I feel an empty feeling in my stomach, I really like it it's rather relaxing, even if I feel a bit dizzy. Tomorrow I'll do even better.

Good day, but I just don't think I really fit in...

Today I had quite a good day, I only ate 4 pieces of bread and some tuna with it, other than than 5 mandarins, I counted that all together it makes 670 calories. I'm staying at my friends, so I can't really eat that much, since it isn't my food. Even though I feel quite proud of how little I ate, it kinda gets me down when my friend looks horrified at you like"omg you ate that much", when I say I ate 4 pieces of bread...but I haven't really eaten anything else, no warm food or anything...am I really such a major fat-ass....

Well I'm hoping that the next I go to the gym I can see some improvement.

We went to watch Titanic 3D, I was quite skeptical about it 'cause I didn't think they could really turn it to a good 3D-movie. But it was actually quite good, and the movie was as great as ever, though I noticed few things that

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"Resist the temptation to take a nap after a large meal. If you stay awake a few hours longer and take a 20 minute walk, your body will use some of the extra calories for energy instead of storing them as fat."

Start Thinspo- strength for weight loss

I started blogging to help me keep my focus on losing weight and to maybe find people who think alike in some things. This blog won't be only of losing weight it'll also be about many other beautiful things. I personally don't think everyone should be thin, some people look gorgeous, when they have big curves. I just think that at least for me, I'd only look pretty if I'm thin. I have such big cheeks, that even if I'm just normal weight I look ugly, so I really need to lose a bit of weight to get a bit more delicate features.
Since I spend a lot of time on internet, it's easier for me to write in English, even though it's not my native language, you can tell me if I make some awful writing mistakes.

So I decided to do a thinspo, to start with, so I can really set my mind to losing weight.