Random angst and some thinspiration

First there is just some random angst of mine and then there are the pretty thinspiration pictures.

Today's intake about 800 calories, but still I feel an empty feeling in my stomach, I really like it it's rather relaxing, even if I feel a bit dizzy. Tomorrow I'll do even better.

First Day

Today was kind of a lazy day. I was feeling kind of depressed so I just layed on my bed the whole day while being on computer. Slowly I feel like I'm falling apart inside...people are just tearing me apart so they can heal....

 I did go to gym this evening, I cycled for 25 mins and used the basic gym equipment rest of the time. I was there more than an hour. At least I did something. Tomorrow I decided I'll go running and visit the gym. And I'll go buy some weights for myself and carrots for lunch.

something to look forward

Today's eatings:
Breakfast         - a bun.....+cup of green tea, with half spoon of honey
Lunch              - a croissant + cup of green tea, with half spoon of honey (quite a feast, huh?)
Dinner             - chicken casserole + half a plate of salad + glass of milk
Supper            - bread roll with chili + cup of white tea, with half spoon of honey

+ a lot of water during the day

Start Thinspo- strength for weight loss

I started blogging to help me keep my focus on losing weight and to maybe find people who think alike in some things. This blog won't be only of losing weight it'll also be about many other beautiful things. I personally don't think everyone should be thin, some people look gorgeous, when they have big curves. I just think that at least for me, I'd only look pretty if I'm thin. I have such big cheeks, that even if I'm just normal weight I look ugly, so I really need to lose a bit of weight to get a bit more delicate features.
Since I spend a lot of time on internet, it's easier for me to write in English, even though it's not my native language, you can tell me if I make some awful writing mistakes.

So I decided to do a thinspo, to start with, so I can really set my mind to losing weight.