I'm seeing red..

Yesterday morning, I suddenly had a nosebleed, so now I've started to eat all sorts of vitamins etc, since my daily food take isn't so big. It feels stupid, that every time I eat just a bit less I start getting nosebleeds...


Yesterday, was quite a fail since I went to a Chinese buffet, so I ate a lot more than I should have, but other than that...I only ate a bread and a carrot. ; D

And we walked at the city for 4 hours and went to few shops and to a flea market(it was 5 km far) So at least we got some good exercise and I got myself a belt, a skirt and a bit different red hair color.

First Day

Today was kind of a lazy day. I was feeling kind of depressed so I just layed on my bed the whole day while being on computer. Slowly I feel like I'm falling apart inside...people are just tearing me apart so they can heal....

 I did go to gym this evening, I cycled for 25 mins and used the basic gym equipment rest of the time. I was there more than an hour. At least I did something. Tomorrow I decided I'll go running and visit the gym. And I'll go buy some weights for myself and carrots for lunch.

something to look forward

Today's eatings:
Breakfast         - a bun.....+cup of green tea, with half spoon of honey
Lunch              - a croissant + cup of green tea, with half spoon of honey (quite a feast, huh?)
Dinner             - chicken casserole + half a plate of salad + glass of milk
Supper            - bread roll with chili + cup of white tea, with half spoon of honey

+ a lot of water during the day