Japanese street fashion & thinspo

 

 

http://tokyofashion.com/harajuku-gothic-pink-hair-eye-patch-corset/

 

 

 

 

 

Skinny or what? Do it NOW

I need control. I just need it. Everything is falling apart. Now I'll just get a grip of myself and start doing things, that I actually want to do. And one of them is to get myself fit, so here's some lovely thinspiration.

 

                                          Omg, that face and body. She's gorgeous~~

11 things about me

This little award is all about discovering new blogs and helping those with less than 200 followers to get recognized. 

1.Each person tagged must post 11 things about themselves.
2.They must also answer the 11 questions the 'tagger' has set for them.
3.They must create 11 more questions to ask bloggers they have decided to tag. "not doing this"
4.They must then choose 11 bloggers with less than 200 followers and tag them in their post. "or this"
5.These lucky bloggers must be told. "or this"
6.There's no tag backs.


1. I play guitar and sing. I have played piano before

 

2. I write my own songs mostly in english, some in finnish.
3. I'm addicted to clothes and all pretty things they make me feel happier. I love spending time at flee markets. I find treasures there.
4. Even though I'm already 18, I just got my first boyfriend. That's one of the reasons I haven't been that active with my blog lately. He came out nowhere and I could have never believed I'd be able to have him, but he was as crazy about me as I was of him. ;D

5.After I met him I've lost 4 kg of weight. I've kinda lost my appetite, because he's so skinny. But that means I've reached my original goal weight of 55kg! <3
6.I easily find good features of people, and sometimes I'm kind of blind to the bad features. Which has led me to many not so pleasant situations. But I'm glad I can see good in people.
7.At the moment I've been listening Jeff Buckley a lot, he's awesome. I hope I'll get same kind of passion for my own live performances. Also, I think I've fallen in love with folk rock...if you can say so.
 

8.I dream of doing voluntary work in a place like Kibera or somewhere of the same sort. I'd like to teach. But I could take whatever job was given to me.
9.I have 10 people, that I could die for.
10.I'm obsessed with red things and asian dramas.

 
11.I seem to be depressed, though it's not diagnosed.

                                           what I've been listening to....it's a good song

Then I got lazy and didn't want to translate these so the rest is in finnish.
Kysymykset muille:
1.Mitkä kohdat itsessäsi häiritsevät sinua (3)?
- Löysyys, hullut puolustusrefleksit(esim. ihme kilahtelut, lyöminen) ja laiskuus.
2.Mitkä kohdat itsessäsi ovat suosikkejasi(3)?
-Lauluääni, huulet, kyky saada muut hymyilemään.
3.Millaisia töitä olet tehnyt?
-puhelinmyyntiä, autonlaittoa, tarjoilua ja siivousta
4.Miksi aloit bloggaamaan?
-Halusin purkaa itseäni jonnekin ilman että stressaisin minut tuntevia ihmisiä
5. 5- vuotis suunnitelmasi?
-valmistua lukiosta ja kasata bändi.
6. Mitä piirteitä arvostat ihmisessä eniten (3) ?
-Rehellisyys, intohimo ja viisaus
7. Mihin ulkonäöllisiin asioihin kiinnität muissa ihmisissä eniten huomiota?
-hymyyn, silmiin.
8. Jos saisit viettää päivän jonkun henkilön kanssa, kenen kanssa viettäisit?
-Yhden kaverin kanssa, jonka kanssa oltiin samalla luokalla ammattikoulussa. Mahtava tyyppi, meillä on aina hauskaa.
9. Jos saisit viettää päivän jonain henkilönä, kuka olisit?
-Jeff Buckley ;D
10. Kuinka paljon urheilet? Miten?
-nykyään vain kävelen bussille ja työpaikka koulu väliä. Paremmilla keleillä pyöräilisin joka päivä.
11. Normaali päivärytmisi?
-1.Herätys klo.8  2.Bussiin klo.8.20  3.työt alkavat klo.9  4.koulu alkaa klo16  5.koulu loppuu 20.30  6.kotona klo.21.15 7.iltapala+iltapesu  8. datailua 22---> 9.nukkumaan klo.01.00

Just Random Beautiful Things

When you're close to the bottom...

Yesterday I was a mental support for my big crush, because he was having hard time after he had broken up with her girlfriend. But seriously the way he did it.....
He broke up with her on facebook, how awful is that... Straight from the "Guidebook to being an asshole"-book. But he had said that he'd like to talk about it later, if she's willing to see him. But in my opinion he could have done when they were speaking face-to-face.

Then he opened up to me about the reason why he did it. It was because he and and his ex from few years back had decided to try again. Since they had finally admitted that they were still madly in love with each other and couldn't be without each other.. . .

I was pretty shocked. . .
I've never tried to make a move on him, because he almost always had a girlfriend. But I always knew they weren't so special to him, even if he made them believe so.
But I didn't know he had already found his other half. . .she had just dumped him before...
And it clearly was all my imagination that we had some sort of special bond...
I always thought that we had such a similar perspective on life and had lots of things in common, but also in some ways we were the opposites of each other. And he was there for me during my darkest hours. He took me to sleep in his arms once in a while and those nights were warm and peaceful.

So I'm still in some sort of zombie-state or something...it just came totally out of blue. And with all the shit that's been going on lately I'm just trying not to fall apart. I guess, I just thought that someday we'd end up together.

What a stupid, pathetic person I am.

Release me from this stress and pain~

off to sleep now -->