List 10 things that make you happy - challenge

List things, that make you happy and in no particular order.The challenge is that, you have to list at least ten things, that make you happy (if you get the challenge again, you have to list at least five more). Pass the challenge to five other bloggers. Tell them they've gotten the challenge and mention those who have received the challenge in your post (link it, if their blog is public).

Listaa asioita, jotka tuovat hyvää mieltä ja ihan sekalaisessa järjestyksessä. Haasteeseen kuuluu jakaa vähintään kymmenen hyvän mielen asiaa (jos saa haasteen uudelleen, niin ainakin viisi lisää). Anna eteenpäin viidelle bloggaajalle. Kerro heille, että he ovat saaneet haasteen, sekä mainitse haasteen antaja postauksessasi (linkitä, jos hänen bloginsa on julkinen).

-Playing guitar, piano &singing


-Riding a bike, Skiing, rollerblading, swimming & hiking


-watching asian series online (""Love rain" currently)


-beautiful clothes (especially dresses)



-good music
-FRIENDS (good friends can save you from the worst moments you can confront)


-hugs (and overall being close to someone)


-cooking
-learning new things (and teaching new things to other people)
-successful makeup and hairdo
-photographing
-fairies, pets, tigers


-losing weight



-good books or mangas
-red things


The challenge goes to: Marzu, Sophia, Miika, Sheena

Joyful summer and 'lovely' people

I've been living at my dad's house for a few days now and it's more comfortable than I imagined. Though yesterday I came home quite late so my dad was furious over it since I hadn't informed him in any way. I agree I was at fault, but I am not really used to the fact that people are waiting for me. His girlfriend told me that, he was actually thinking of giving me a crack of the whip. I started thinking, that if he'd actually try to do that I'd truthfully tell him that, if he'd do that I'd march to the police station and make a report out of him. Even if it'd mean that he'd throw me out of the house.

Today I got a nice little lecture from my dad's girlfriend, of how I seem to be so lazy, and always running from work, and how I care about nothing or no one, how I don't have any direction in life and all other crap. I'm feeling so happy at the moment...

She came to make sure I didn't upset myself and explained how she was just worried of me 'cause she wants what's best for me. And she wanted to have a chat with me 'cause she didn't think anyone else really tried to help me. She felt like she had to do something.
She'd probably tell me what a piece of shit I am if she knew all my depression shits and all the stupid things I've done.

I'm guessing she actually really cares about me, but it just pisses me of that she thinks so lowly of me...

Nice day and all~

...sorry for the essay...

Drunk yards and pathetic actions

I've been just drinking these past week at least 3 times a week since the schools where going to end...not like I'd  actually been to school... My school report isn't really pretty to look at. I've been to 5 courses within 2 years, I'm such a hardworker. And because of it I'm now moving to my dad's place...we'll see how that'll go... all my good friends are now far far away.

Missing them already, but many of them promised to come visit me. I have great friends. Hopefully I'll be able to recreate some old friendships, that I have where I'm going to. At least I have my guitar, it'll me a great mental support.

Nowadays I've been drinking all the time, I've shared some drunk kisses with few of my friends, and couple days ago while we were playing this drinking game, I got one good, long kiss from this really hot guy(now I know what they mean when they're speaking of sparkles). I was a bit shocked, but in a good way, he was a gooood kisser.

We cuddled a bit that night and he would've wanted to sleep next to me, but since I'm quite shy and moving far away I figured it wouldn't be that smart.
 But now I feel like I actually have a chance to get someone, someone to love. I've always thought that people only think of me as good friend and nobody actually gets attracted to me.